Sad Sad Sad i dont know why the hell errr i dont know what the fuck is going on in me head errrrr so many mixed emotions seriously "hate" hate everything "kill" kill something "lonely" lonely for eternity "scared" scared of the truth "hoping" hoping no one tells "thinking" thinking whats going to happen next is everyone going to know am i going to live this way now "paranoia" getting paranoid "alert" ready for things to go wrong errrrrrr ahhhh im not ready for thins to go wrong thats just it im already messed "sad" not depressed just sad! "waiting" till all hell breaks loose "miserable" ... "ashamed" dont want it out "quiet" quiet till everything calms down..... Im getting this thing or this thing is consuming me alive i hate this the paranoia is increasing "Hatred" enraged anger flows smoothly in blood "sudden" sudden out burst "crazy" unleashed "uncontrollable" anger controlled body soul mind heart broken terrified shiver cold unwanted fear... nothingness life endless, forgotten, meaningless "Worried"...

I feel nothing... "Paranoid" "Ashamed" "Awaiting" "Hell" "Loose" "Terrified" "Uncontrollable"

~fin